Surrender

Vishous:               

 -zooming through traffic, my diamond eyes alive with so many emotions it was just hard to keep up, count them... worst part of this was that I actually pushed you into this, my grip tightening on the steering wheel.. dom and bonded male mixing as one... one direction, the penthouse... one thought.. MINE-

Jodi:        

*the engine of my old truck protesting the speed as we fly over the darkened streets, worrying at my lip, heart hammering under the confines of the corset as I dared to steal a sideways glance at you, your face drawn and hard, eyes glowing eerily in the dim lights of the dashboard* Vishous?

Vishous:                

-the soft tone of your voice cut through me and I almost got too distracted, almost missed the turn, without turning to you I said in a low controlled but firm voice- What is it, Jodi? -white knuckled on the steering wheel, your name at this moment sounded like a foreign tongue, I hated the distance but couldn't help what I felt-

Jodi:        

*wincing at the cutting edge to your voice.. it was so rare to hear you say my name... and never like that, Jesus what had I done? All I'd wanted was to be what you needed, for you to desire me with every part of you... stretching my arm across the bench seat, fingers gingerly reaching out to touch your face but, pulling back before they can close the distance* V, I.... fuck, I just want... I need *growls in frustration* I need you, Vishous. I need to be everything to you.

Vishous:               

 -swallowing hard not to growl, the tension rolling off my body and feeling like a live wire, my tone was still low with an edge of demand - You ARE everything I want -lights of the street shadowing my face, slowing down once we get to the Penthouse, driving to my parking spot... as the truck comes to a complete stop I turn to you, nostrils flaring slightly - you want this? -unbuckles and gets out- you got it, now get out Jodi -closing the door -

Jodi:      

*flinches as the slam rocks the cab, reaching for the handle and opening the door, stepping out onto the concrete, the crack of my stilettos echoing through the garage as I cross in front of the truck, anxiously meeting your eyes, fear rippling through me at the wild ferocity there... anger and lust burning in your diamond gaze* Nallum, please... we don't have to...

Vishous: 

-my diamond gaze narrows at the plea and fear in your voice, this was part of why I didn't want to do this with you but we were too close.. and I was too far gone- Stop -command ringing in my voice, watching you halt and almost straighten up- this -I step closer to you, leaning in to be face level with you- is going to be different, are we clear? -this was your one shot to back down... this was the point of no return-

Jodi:        

*clamping down tight on the warring emotions churning in my mind, raising my chin and squaring my shoulders, my eyes meeting yours as I nod in understanding*

Vishous: 

-searching your eyes for any kind of doubt, finding none I nod and motion for you to walk  with me to the elevator... instructions given I head over the elevator in silence... further instructions will be given once we get to the Penthouse-

Jodi: 

*following behind and stepping into the elevator, fighting the urge to speak as the silence hangs in the air like a lead curtain.... Christ this was harder than I imagined, brows knitted as I study your face... was my hellren still there? shaking off the thought, I concentrated on watching the numbers tick by as we're carried to the penthouse floor*

Vishous: 

-closing my eyes as the soft cling of the numbers go by, I counted your breaths as we slowly reached the Penthouse... trying to control, reign in the anger or I might do something really idiotic, something like hurt you and fuck up.. as the doors open, my eyes do too, turning to look at you... I place my hand on your smaller back and guide you to our place, willing the doors open and closing them once we step inside... the stillness of the place almost eerily the way it was before you, leaving you there I will the candles on and walk to my wall of toys-

Jodi: 

*watching you carefully as you approach the far wall, transfixed by the way the flickering candlelight reflects off of the rows of hanging steel and leather, shifting nervously and trying to slow my breathing, I cross the room to you, resisting the urge to kiss you or scream at you... anything at all to break the damnable quiet surrounding us* Nallum?

Vishous:

-examining the toys with much more care than it actually requires, my muscles tensing as I feel you behind me, my voice just a whisper- Is this not what you want.... leelan? -the bonded male pulling back the dom in me, needing to reassure you but also needing to hear it before I lost control-

Jodi: 

*determination momentarily overriding my apprehension I circle in front of you, pushing at your chest* I want you, Vishous!  All of you. You've been hiding from me and it can't go on. I love every part of you and if you can't see that then you're blind. *anger lacing my words as I shoved you, having as much success as if I were trying to push a Mack truck* God, damn it would you just let go!

Vishous: 

-slowly all the feelings the need began to untangle and set in from deep within, it had been so long, my hold on what's right and what I want to do slipping faster by the tick of the clock... I met your stare and for the first time in a long time I decided to go with the truth- I want you... strapped on the fucking table -my fangs elongating at just the mere thought- mine to do with as I please -growls low- I want your ass cheeks red from my heavy hand on your skin -licks my lips- and you will learn not to do the shit you did

Jodi: 

*steeling my resolve even as your words send a ripple of desire coursing through me... I wanted this...I wanted you, but it was not in me to back down from anyone, I'd forced it with Aihdan, cursing inwardly that I'd allowed him to command me...and then there it was... I'd allowed it, I'd been the one in control,  Tory's words rang back to me, "a sub with a safeword is a dom on her knees"... but I would have no safeword, I was going to do this as I had done everything else, all or nothing,  dark eyes meeting yours with defiance and limitless devotion* Make me.

Vishous: 

- a low deep growl rips through my me, your resolve only spurring me on.. denying myself from what had become a second nature in my centuries of life coming back to bite my in the ass... wanting this was undeniable now that I stood with you so willing and so close to the toys of preference and I said in a voice, sultry and commanding in equal parts- Set the boundaries, leelan. How much? -my gloved hand lifting to grab a flogger, intentionally dangling it before your eyes just before I let it fall to my side-

Jodi: 

*eyes flaring subtly as you palm the leather handle, jaw clenched I tamped down on the unease fighting to take hold of me, reaching out to close my hand over yours, tightening your grip on the flogger* No boundaries. I want as much as you'll give me, Vishous. I trust you always.

 

Vishous: 

-noticing and being satisfied by the reaction I get from you- My playroom, my rules -my thumb gently stroked the leather hilt in an almost intimate touch... so much missed from this.. like receiving an old friend with open arms- rules, no defying, no talking unless asked to... can you handle that? -my lips curling at the end as a full blown fangy smirk appears on my face-

Jodi: 

*opens my mouth, prepared to unleash a sharp retort to the 'no talking rule' biting back the words with a glare, I nod obediently*

Vishous: 

-my smirk widens, impossible to think I would actually enjoy seeing you with such defiance in your eyes and yet... you followed through- Safe.word. choose one now, Jodi -moves to circle around you while running the leather over your exposed skin, just a ghost of a touch of the leather threads-

Jodi: 

*closes my eyes, shivering under the touch of the flails, takes a deep breath, my voice unwavering as I answer* No.

Vishous: 

-my eyes narrow at the stubborn reply- Wrong answer, Jodi -my tongue runs over my elongated fang as the flogger swings in the air and with a flick of my wrist it hits just below your ass to the exposed skin of the back of your thighs- Again... safe.word

Jodi: 

*whimpers at the strike, the pain dulled by sheer force of will as my gaze traveled over the fading scars on my arms... bitter reminders of one who'd taken so much from me... taken what I would willingly give to you now,  lifting my dark eyes to yours* No.

Vishous: 

-cocks a brow in half amused, half annoyed- This is not up for negotiation -another swing of the flogger and the strike came again on a different place but close enough to join in the sting- I will choose your word -nodding towards the table- want you stripped and on the table, now -turns to my toys again expecting you to do as you're told-

Jodi: 

*biting my lip to stifle the sound before it could escape, I crossed the room,  unlacing the corset and letting it fall to the floor, stepping out of my shoes and dragging my leathers down my legs before stepping up to the rack, eyes locked on the leather straps fixed to the corners, heart beating a staccato rhythm as panic tried to take hold of me... you can do this Jodi... for him you can do this... climbing onto the slab, skin prickling with goosebumps at the cold, arms outstretched I squeezed my eyes shut, trying not to think about the ruined skin beneath the globes of my breasts*

Vishous: 

-after I grab what I want I turn to walk towards you- You will say 'red' if it's too much -placing everything on a side table as I start taking off my jacket, weapons and finally my shirt... everything methodically placed for better and easy access- yes, a basic word but you will use it if you need it -turns to you- and this will not hurt -locking eyes with you I lifted one of your hands slowly to the restraints at the top, almost asking for you to stop me-

Jodi: 

*body tensing I struggled against your hold, searching your eyes for reassurance...some sign of the male I love, knowing I was breaking your rule but unable to stop the whisper from leaving my lips* Vishous?

Vishous: 

-my eyes soften at the quiet whisper, keeping the hand above your head as my gloved hand caresses your cheek, a gentle move showing you it's just me- Leelan... want to use the safe word?

Jodi: 

*closing my eyes at the gentle touch, turning to press a kiss to the worn leather and shaking my head, my arm relaxing in your grip*

Vishous: 

-leans in to kiss you softly as my hand makes quick work of clasping the restraints around your wrist, pulling back to walk around the table to do the same with your other hand, my movements still slow just to make sure you're ok with it... after no 'negative' response I walk back to the other side to grab the flogger-

Jodi: 

*pulls against the thick straps, breath coming in ragged gasps I willed myself to calm down...I'd use that damned safeword when hell froze over... but, fuck if I could just touch you...feel your weight on top of me... *

Vishous: 

-the dark spices of my bonding scent heavy in the air around us as I see you squirm and just fuck.. be uncomfortable... instead of tracing the flogger over your body I trail my hand over the peaks of your breasts then down between your soft skin to your belly- Breathe

Jodi: 

*takes a slow breath, dragging the dark perfume of your bond into my lungs, jerking under your touch as my nipples harden under your palm, biting my lip against a whimper*

Vishous: 

-replacing my hand with the flogger, brushing the leather over your erect nipples- that's right just feel, leelan -breaking my own rules because we needed to get through this- it's just us -trails the leather down your stomach- spread your legs for me -wanting to tease you-

Jodi: 

*legs parting instinctively, body writhing on the unyielding surface of the rack as the leather ribbons whisper over my skin, my answering arousal soaking the flesh between my thighs as I pull against the restraints*

Vishous: 

-the scent of your arousal hitting me hard, the dom inside me marveling at the reaction of your body to the simple brush of leather- Not so bad -gently sliding the flogger over your soaked slit, rubbing the sweet spot where I want to be... then I pull the flogger back and with the flick of my wrist I strike just over your cleft-

Jodi: 

*my cry echoes through the penthouse when the teasing pleasure is replaced with sudden pain, clamping down on the urge to fight back as I look up at you...all or nothing, I am yours body and soul*

Vishous: 

-gently rubbing the flogger over your slit, a soft caress of leather to contrast the sting you felt- Breathe, leelan -leans in to lick one of your nipples, my breath a tease over the now wet peak- it's about the equilibrium -sucking on your nipple as I keep the soft caress of the leather between your lips-

Jodi: 

Vishous... *your name a purred moan as your tongue rasps over the swollen tip of my breast, tugging against the straps binding my wrists, lifting my hips to meet the velvet drag of the flails over the tender folds*

Vishous: 

-pulls back after I suck on your nipple- Umm -watching you move and writhe under the teasing touch of the leather, my hand moving to please and tease you- you're being more receptive, leelan -now I flick the flogger over your wet nipple, not as hard as before, just a quick movement-

Jodi: 

*whimpers as the flails fall over the delicate bud, sweat-dampened skin glistening, bathed in the soft glow of the candles lining the walls, thighs tensing under the skilled motions of your fingers, hips rocking against your hand, starved for your touch*

Vishous: 

-as you concentrate on the pain and the pleasure I take my leathers off and walk to the end of the table, pushing a button the table lowers slowly, once it's on an acceptable height I climb it and kneel just between your legs, my length hard and standing proud- see what you do to me? This -moves closer and grinds against your wet slit- is all on you, you have this power

Jodi: 

*muscles screaming as I try to pull free from the straps, frantic to touch you, hips undulating against you in fluid motion, my body straining toward yours of its own volition, lust filled eyes locking on yours* Yes... my lheage.

Vishous: 

-grinds against you slowly- Stop moving, leelan or I will tease you until the pain and ache is just too much -taking the flogger back up to your breasts, gently brushing over your sensitive peaks, watching your body straining and arching into me, sweat covering your body-

Jodi: 

*a soft mewling sound escapes my parted lips and I battle to regain control of my body, grudgingly obeying and stilling beneath you... Jesus, you were like water in the desert and I was desperate to ease the burning thirst that consumed me*

Vishous: 

-smirks as you obey me- Umm -groans because fuck you were listening and you were relaxing, trusting me, my cock twitching with the need to be inside you- you think you deserve to have my cock? -grinds against you- answer me... do you want me to take you?

Jodi: 

*licks my lips and nods slowly, willing to do anything necessary to ease gnawing hunger for your touch* Yes... Oh, please yes.

Vishous: 

-dropping the flogger on the table I grab you by your hips, my gloved hand stroking my length, slicked with your juices, before I tease your entrance with the tip of my shaft- You have no idea -slowly penetrating your entrance- what you do to me

Jodi: 

*moaning in relief as you ease into me, the throbbing pulse of silken walls vising your thick arousal, I wrap my legs around your hips to send you deeper, pulling hard at the restraints, wanting my arms free to sink my nails into your back, holding you close to me* Nallum, please.... oh, fuck!

Vishous: 

-my hand slips to your smaller back, lifting you off the table as I start thrusting harder inside you, but knowing you want out of this I hover over you and roughly take off the restraints, once I pull back I start thrusting harder and faster inside you- Leelan... shit

Jodi: 

*nearly insane with desire, hands circling around to rake my nails down your back, jagged trails welling vivid crimson as they drag downward to sink into the taut muscle of your ass, holding tight to you against the pistoning thrust of your hips, panting through parted lips, watching you from beneath the thick fringe of my eyelashes... my male, my hellren in all of his feral beauty...* Vishous! Oh... god...

Vishous: 

-dragging in harsh breaths  as I held you close to me, my body like a live wire, every single nerve in tune with you, the sensations and just all that is you, I look into your eyes as my lips part to give way to my elongated fangs- leelan... close... come...for.. me -groans loudly-

Jodi: 

*unable to resist the growled command, I throw my head back against the table, your name rips from my throat on a scream, submitting to the tide of violent pleasure, heels digging into the back of your thighs urging you on, hair whipping around me in thick tendrils as I thrash beneath your massive body*

Vishous: 

-my body soon following after, succumbing to you, my grip on your hips tightens slightly as my hips jerk with the force of the orgasm, clashing hard with you as my release fills you... both our bodies and mind uniting in one in complete pleasure, a state of bliss-

Jodi: 

*lifting my head to claim your lips in a heated kiss, tongue curling around the length of your fang, sliding my palms up your back to the scars spelling out my name, fingertips carefully tracing the raised symbols*

Vishous: 

-kisses you back roughly, wanting you to know this is all on us… because of us, after a few more shiver I pull back and lean my forehead against yours-

Jodi: 

*gasps for breath, pulling back and reaching up to sweep your hair from your eyes, cupping your face and pressing a soft kiss to your forehead*

Vishous: 

-after a long moment I pull back and silently take you to our bed, following after you and wrapping my arms around you, burying my face in your shoulder-

Jodi: 

*smiles softly, winding my limbs around your huge frame, smoothing your hair in soothing strokes, letting the damp strands slip through my fingers* Nallum, are you alright?

Vishous: 

-nods against your neck- more than alright -closing my eyes- I love you, leelan -kisses your neck- thank you for this

Jodi: 

I love you, too, hellren mine. So fucking much. *turns my head to whisper in your ear* V? You didn't scare me off.

Vishous: 

-sighs in relief because even though shit wasn't crazy, it was the best I've had and it was with you- Good, shellan mine -kissing your neck- I have to sleep, true?

Jodi: 

Rest, my warrior. *relaxes in your arms, limbs tangled with yours on the wide expanse of the bed* I'll always be here when you wake.

Vishous: 

I know -kisses your neck before slowly drifting off, satisfied and fucking complete with my perfect half-

Jodi: 

*runs my hands over you, pressing soft kisses to your skin as you fall into a deep sleep* I love you...